01-04-2015

Long time, no talk!

I've been off the wagon since I last updated. My eyes have been giving me issues, so my motivation for weight loss, and blogging in general, have just bottomed out. I was mildly depressed and just unfocused. But, I have decided that I cannot stop living my life the best I can, because of my eyesight. I will do my best.
Before I stopped tracking, I had gotten down to 214lbs, but now I am back to 218.5lbs. I will go down!!

Also, I am working on my organizer. I bought myself a Franklin Covey from Office Max, bought ink, stickers, pens, and have been printing up daily planners, I'm hoping to motivate myself and keep better track of my dog training classes, water intake, laundry, all that good stuff.

Next doctor appointment is on Tuesday, but I haven't had a shot in the last 2 months. Scar tissue has formed in the left eye causing more vision loss. I am doing my best, but small print is extremely difficuly to impossible to read. Handwriting is also very, very frustrating. Faces are mostly blurs and I just feel like I look ridiculous most of them trying to talk to someone and make eye contact. Embarrassing lots of the time, can't read menus. BUT like I said before, and I will try my best to be positive!