07/21/2014

Yup those are my feet :) Sorry about that, but I was just excited to see the number where it was! I am no at 226lbs from 249lbs. To me, that's just crazy.

I have been ordering myself new shirts in anticipation of my weight loss, today one of them arrived!
Here is what it looks like front and back -

  I freaking love it.

This week was about overcoming my urge to be super snack-y. I've been having to try and get back into good habits, it's just been hard. Nor sure why, probably the vacation, but yeah. Being able to git into my shirt really helps though! I also had ordered some new panties, and I think they might be to big. I had placed the order back before I started, but they arrived today... just by looking, they seem big.  I will have to try and see.
I have a few more shirts that I have waiting for me once I loose more weight. I have a Supernatural one ( or two) A Poison Ivy one, and an Ursula one too. It's badass.

7/7/2014

Today I'm 228lbs, down 21 lbs from my starting point of 249lbs.

AND I don't have a ride to my WW meeting today. I need to check and see if they have one Thursday I can make it to ( they do! )

But I figured this was my weigh in day, so there we go :) 

I've been eating the heck out of watermelon lately, it's just so good! And the weird part is that I've had much better luck with seedless ones over the seeded, which used to be better! 

Other not weight loss related things :

Work related nonsense - Not sure what's going on with my department. I'm "lead" but I don't get treated as the lead. It's incredibly frustrating, because I'm only treated like I am in charge of it when something is wrong. Other than that, I don't get any sort of curtosy that other leads get. I'm not informed when someone quits my department, and I have no influence over who I would like to see in it. I swear, it's just a load of shit. I only had 3 people. One quit. Then the other had a couple of okay days before she decides to start slacking off,  And then pulled a stunt calling in "sick" for two days, after scheduling a meeting to graduate two dogs, and I had to swoop in and take care of that with no notice. All while being hounded about why my sales are down... 

Personal life : I'm taking medication right now to get my cycle back on track. That's fun. It's making me an emotional bag of crazy. Oh, and I have a vacation with my MIL, SIL, husband, and niece in 4 days. Hopefully things will be good! I just want to go shopping.

7-2-14

Monday's weigh in! 230 lbs! This is down from 249lbs. So, so happy about that!
So, the thing I took away from my meeting this week is to get back up on the horse. Remind yourself of why you started your journey. Step back, and look at the BIG picture. Everyone makes mistakes, but the real winners are those who keep trying.

I found myself inspired this week by The Rock. My husband was showing me Dwayne's indulge day plan, and I really feel like that might be a semi-good thing. Only, working it into maybe once a month or something. Sure, WW allows daily indulgences... but why not work extra hard, and have an extra big reward at the end of the week. Or month?
The thing that sunk in the most is to be completely guilt free, but at the end of the night, get all the tempting indulgences out of the house. Throw it away! Toss it!